saving grace // the maine
 
hi, gorgeous. it's december fifth at 4:57 pm my time, and 5:57 yours. last night was a weird night, yeah? i mean, we talked, like, hardcore talked about /us/. and it's so scary but it's okay and we're okay and we're /perfect/.
 
i think i'll almost treat these like journals, up until your birthday, how's that sound?
(i guess you can't really answer me... when you see this, if things go as planned, it'll be the 16th of january.)
 
i'm in the mood where, i'm not sure if i want to cuddle you senseless or fuuck you senseless, and i don't know why i'm telling you this and not texting it to you.
 
i think i will.
and i'll tell you what you say.
 
hm. we never bought those toys. too bad. guess i know what i'm gettin' ya for ya birthday. ;)
 
no, buuuut, for real.
 
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"i'm in this mood where i either want to cuddle you senseless or have crazy sex."
"mm, yeah? they both sound really nice."
"i know. that's the problem. :("
"we can always cuddle senseless after some crazy sex, yeah?"
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oh, my god. i'm so in love with you i think i might be sick. i'm so overwhelmed right now, shit, how did i get you? god, jesus christ.
 
you're so perfect, you're so beautiful and amazing.
 
a song for you to listen to when you miss me : anchor by mindy gledhill
 
i love you. so so much. ♥

i love you, always.

hardly do we ever fight, we'd rather be kind. i won't give up on us, even if the skies get dark. i'm healing this broken heart, i know i'm worth it.

you.
you're my sun, my smile, my night and my day.
you're everything.
you're my everything.
you're home.
you're safe.

us.
we're special.
we're perfect.
we're so beyond perfect.